Sunday, March 1, 2009

Fresh Start

You will now find me here.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

"Jesus Alone Saves"

....I crashed right where I stood in a bus on the way to a meeting as I saw a reminder....... the photos.....one stormy weekend....

Monday, October 20, 2008

ingat

ingat ka sa pag uwi
dahil ayaw kong may mangyaring masama sa iyo
dahil pag nangyari yun malulungkot ako
ingat pauwi dahil gusto pa kita makita bukas

ingat ka pauwi
nasagot ko ba tanong mo?

Friday, October 17, 2008

just the 4 of us

I watched my friend pack her things tonight. She's flying tomorrow morning for her assignment in the States. I have always watched each of my friends pack their things some time in the past. I have seen them excitedly pack clothes they can only wear in cold weather and sadly give up some that don't fit the luggage anymore. And on the morning of their flight, I have always walked them to the cab and watched the cab turn at the corner.

They all returned except one who decided to continue her career in Singapore. For two years now, it's just been the three of us with Cathy visiting infrequently. And for the next three months, it will just be the two of us, Bel and myself.

I am happy for however our lives have turned out to be. Time and again I would ask them what their plans are for the future. They all had something in mind. But then again, I have been asking them the same question around six years ago. Hmmm... maybe plans change or people change. But having lived 7 years with them has prepared me for the time when we have to say good bye to each other in order for all of us to "grow".

These are from those playful nights we had to deal with each other's craziness. Hihihi.





Tomorrow though I won't be able to walk my friend to her cab as I have my own packing to do tonight. I am heading home tomorrow - to make up for all those unreturned calls from my parents, the birthdays missed, text messages ignored. The last time I talked to my parents was several months ago. They don't know I am coming and I am nervous.

Monday, October 13, 2008

delete

... it just might save something..... but not everything....

Saturday, October 11, 2008

haunted

A conversation with a friend during a dinner this week stuck in my head. He made a surprising comment to one of my statements. It's been bothering me for more than two nights now. And last night, it all came in a dream, something that I feared. And it felt real. And it hurt so bad that I cried in my dream and I woke up crying. I still feel the pain on my chest. Good thing it was just a dream. God please don't let that happen.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Boracay Chronicles


Dear Friend,

It's my favorite part of the day again. I wish you were here.

Love,
Lorie